Restless Eyes

from The Great Beyond by Natthimmel

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I turn right around, but there is nothing for me to see
Visualized: a world of restless eyes watching me
It never ends... it’s as if I’m always scrutinized
Paranoid thoughts have left me paralyzed
It’s always the same; the fear that engulfs me is extreme
It’s to the point that my life has become quite obscene
Always looking for something that’s never really there
Has hurled me into depths of despair

Victimized... in my head
Shunned by all... left for dead
Now I’m left... full of dread
With new wounds... to be bled
Psychosis... damning me
Restless eyes... still to see
What I am... what I’ll be
Until the end... never free

Restless eyes... are watching me for eternity
Paralyzed... by fear and anguished anxiety
Recognize... the paranoia engulfing me
Terrorized... by human misanthropy!

Victimized... in my head
Shunned by all... left for dead
Now I’m left... full of dread
With new wounds... to be bled
Psychosis... damning me
Restless eyes... still to see
What I am... what I’ll be
Until the end... never free

Restless eyes... are watching me for eternity
Paralyzed... by fear and anguished anxiety
Recognize... the paranoia engulfing me
Terrorized... by human misanthropy!

I wish to escape this perpetual insanity
I’m looking to find some mental clarity
Blinded by fear and engulfed with shame
I can no longer stand this mind frame
I will escape this paranoid state
I’ll not let fear become my fate
Undo these chains which bind so tight
My will to live and my will to fight

Anger surging through my bound veins
Paranoia gone, I’m now sane
Free to live my life without fear
No more restless eyes shall view here
Hatred was the key, no more chains
Emotions now dead, no more pain
Misanthropic view I now see
Hatred of my kind set me free

FREE!!!
FREE!!!
FREE!!!
FREE!!!

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from The Great Beyond, released September 23, 2003

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